Friday, June 25, 2010

Emo-ing

Ady 1 week i din update my blog..seem like many things wana to talk but my laziness ask me don type so much..hehe..among tis week,i hv been went to cameron n termoh to c doctor~~erm..cant say so..just went to c a uncle who noe traditional medicine very well n a sami who noe放针..they really pro enuff ,they can noe our illness witout we talking anything..so i believe on them..
the result was i actually can say is healthy..but 1 thing make me feel illness is i goin get dai geng bao soon..now i nit to take medicine to cure it..
1st time i feel tat i m weak enuff..tis is 1st time i take so many medicine since i m born..but boh bien,i must take medicine to cure it,otherwise it will bring dangerous to me..1st time i feel tat human is so weak n will get sick anytime
n can say bye bye to tis world anytime..
so please god bless me to stay healthy always..i hv many things hvn do yet~~
i still wan enjoy my life wit my family,bao bei n frens..even it seem like a small case,but nit to cure it too..i nit to b healthy baby..^^


Today went to sing k wit my sampat frens..luv to hang out wit them..
v went to the new sing k place-Qbox..the environment is gud n the feel is nice..v took many funny plus crazy photo..long time v din do like tat..really enjoy the outing wit them..
luv them much..muackzz~~~~~


here they r~~hehehe~~


Frens feel tat i m so emo recently n ask me wat happen..i just keep quiet n say ntg..
not i dowan let u all noe bout it..just feel dono wat happen to me oso..
mayb my emotion not stable ba..will easily feel sensitive to anytin..so when i go cameron,the uncle was said me,son always think so much..this is the reason y i get insomnia oso..haha..n he so funny o ask me is it think of pak toh nia..
erm..ya..it is a part of wat i m think oso..plus sometime really feel stress wit my study especially i dono wat they talking bout..
my mum said me some more:"people nvr give u stress,y u wan give urself stress."
mum u r rite,but sumtime really out of control..the stress auto cum towards me.. In fren's eyes,i m a strong people as well but i nit to say tat i m really weak enuff..a small matter can make me cry..wat happen to me?????where is the strong revwin???i lost myself~~T.T
recently always complain to my bao bei coz really feel tat he seldom acc me nowadays..sumtime really feel many things wana to share wit him,but don hv any chance..really feel sad tat he cant cum to TI..
i really NEED u much when i m weak..but everytime u r not wit me..
the only reason is we r FAR apart from each rter..
even u always said the most important thing is our HEART always wit each rter..
but do u think it is work??i don think so..may b v r diff thinking..:)
seem like write many not important things..is time to stop here..got anytin just let me keep it as my own secret..i NEED a people who noe me well..otherwise i will b explode at 1 day witout taliking it out..
Revwin xin yi..u nit to b STRONG!!!PLEASE find bec urself..

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